You think you know, but sorry, you have no idea. You pretend like everything's okay, but truth is, you're still all torn up over your ex. It's like you're living two separate lives-- depressed at home and putting on a happy face for others. Casual hook ups and drunken nights aren't going to do the trick to help you get over it either. You've got to properly mourn the relationship before you can healthily move on from it.
I think i need to stop being so beaten up.
Haha. Till then, mucho lurrrb. xo